problem's

hello there...long time i haven't post anything..okay...you know what..i have been having some troubles this pass few days..well lets make it pass few weeks..or month.well never mind about that.anyways, when i go here i have this kind of problem. and when i go there i have that kind of problem. and all my problem's are different. but i just kept running away from it. why am i such a coward? i can't even face my own problem's and now i'm trying to solve my friends problem. well to me i think she need more support than myself i guess..but when i helped her she's like..well..i don't know..she's like bullying me i guess..and that's why she doesn't have any friend's..but when i leave her alone i feel kinda bad for her..so now i'm trying to help her how to get friend's and what friendship is. whoa..back to my topic..what was it just now? owh right.. you know what i think i'm a bad friend..last time i made a promise to my friend's that i'll come and visit them. but i broke that promise. and now i am afraid to go and face them. i'm afraid because i thought maybe they will hate me. besides that i have a lot more problem..and now my mind is a mess..i don't know what to do..owh god please help me..